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;2:21 PM
pretty touched by wad happened at d cross country run thing.realized dat my frens r really NICE.(:
after my run, i was like, half dead le loh. lucky my fren lemme drink their water. or i die le. or died-ed-ed-ed-ed...but den kaikai and meimei came searching for me cuz shelle shelle worried dat i got a seizure or wad cuz i got asthma and i don have my inhaler wif me. kaikai was like,"hsinfnag! we looking for u!" i so wad loh. still say,"aiya!find me for wad?" kaikai is like, quite worried loh.den she tell me they scared i kena asthma attack. man. i lurveee these frens! so so so thoughtful can?(:
anyway, i had a pretty long thought. i was thinking, i am real blessed to have such caring frens. not only tok and joke wif me, but also help me when im in trouble, and even care about my grades.
but i realized dat i was selfish. and irritating. sometimes i am really too much. for instant, jackieee wanted to concentrate in klass. but i was bored. so i tried to get her to tok to me. den she was irritated. but i din stop. and i pester MINHUI until she don like me now.when i see her, i act super siao, and make her and her frens irritated. i thought it was fun. and i really reget all these now. now, in ppl's eyes, im an irritating and guo4 fen4 person. sigh. i wished i wasnt mean to ppl.
wad about the resolution i made to myself dat i want to be nice to every1, no matter who they are. y had i forgotten dat resolution? i was a chao unpopular person in my klass all these years. becuz they don like me. becuz i was rough, i was not a good student. i nv really have a lot of frens, until pri 6. my good frens, eunice, lynny,annia etc, have alwaes been my best frens. and they still are. anyway, i promised myself dat i wld be every1's fren bcuz i noe it sucks to have no frens, and to be unpopular. now i got these few frens, frm klass and frm cca, and i juz bitch abt ppl behind their backs, and was mean to some ppl dat i don really like. wad happened to my resolution? man, im really sry to those ppl i was horrible to. and i really want to be ur fren. come to think of it. i was insensitive. insensitive to other ppl's feelings. and i really want to say sry to every1 who had been tolerant to my rubbish behavior.
anyway, lets tok abt happy crazy things!(: it had really been a blog entry wif deep thoughts and may seem boring. so now, lemme tell u( in a HAPPY tone!) wad happened.
cross country was fun! except for the part where i almost broke my finger when the stupid rock-hard basketball shuzhen threw to me almost broke my left ring finger.dammit.we were playing monkey ball ma. i donno y i was playing monkey ball. maybe cuz im bored. anyway, shuzhen, im not blaming u k. not ur fault hors. accident.(:
anyway, the stupid finger swelled to 1 and a half its size and turned a ghastly shade of purple.dats when i got home. and thankew shelle shelle, for telling me wad to do to dat stupid finger. it certainly helped! (:
anyway,back to the run. initially, i was walking wif lucy and yuxin. den halfway, i decided to start running. i donno y but i juz got dis urge to run and run and run. when we were walking, i decided to be real lame and try to search for MUSHROOMS! both lucy and yuxin rolled their eyes at me and said dat i was lame. which i agree. den i wanted to sing, so dat it will be more FUN. den lucy say waste energy. so we juz joke joke joke loh. which is, actually, oso a wast of energy. wahahahas.nvm.(:
before the run, me and kaikai went to j8!! din really do a lot of things. but b4 we boarded the bus, we saw sam! tried to wave to her but she din see us. kaikai called sam later to tell her dat. sam say lucky she din board the bus.-.-
anyway, we ate at YOSHINOYA. den kaikai siao siao de.
kai: lets go and eat at PASTA MANIA!
me: dowan la! siao! jus eaten.
den we went downstairs..
kai:eh hsinfang! eat(something)!*points to a food outlet*
kai:(something)is nice to eat!u wan to eat(something)?
me:aiya. u siao ah. jus eaten still can eat.don tok abt food le can?
kai:oh my god. hsinfang, i think u r anorexic.
me:HARH?!!!!??!?!
nvm. den we went to MINI TOONS to buy shoelaces to make bumblebee for kaikai. cuz her klassmate, stella took it and dowan return it to her. apparently stella lost it.):only got yellow laces. cuz black ones are out of stock.den we juz walk around la. i wan continue shopping but kai keep saying no tym le. so we decided to wait for bus le. when the bus came, the whole BIG croud of ny girls juz RUSH like a swarm of bees. but we are one of the first fews to chong until right in front. got seats.(:
after the run, we( kai,me, shelle shelle, xinmei,g-NET) went to bishan and bought cheap bubbletea! so nice. i got a milk tea with egg pudding w/o pearls.(:
yea. abt dat la.
oh oh oh!
and when i got home, my purple finger got worse. pain can? cannot even bend my finger can? anyway, the swelling and purple-ness only went down by sunday. tho my finger was lyk, orh ceh orh ceh liddat loh.a bit greeny. its MUCH BETA!(:
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;9:38 PM
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;10:30 PM
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;1:28 AM
me.
the original pic..(points below) 
look at d original pic and my photoshopped pic. the 1st one. note the difference.
see. my pimples and pimple scars are GONE! (=
okay. i think i sound like a bimbo. ahh. nvm.(doesnt mean dat i'm one. im only too lame)
what is lame?
THIS is lame.
my dream air rifle.(points below[no, not hell])
some ppl juz DUN DESEVRVE wad they have...humph.
nvm. going on to..
my dream phone...
aiya. i shall compile a short wishlist...
my wishlist...
[X] dat model 700 alu air rifle.
[X] dat sony ericsson Z520.
[X] indian bangles.
[X] cds.
[X] meet jay chou in person!!!
[X] JACKET(urgent!)
[X] new shoes.
okay. im sounding like a spoiled brat now. which im so totally NOT.hahaha.
oh ya. i got a new bag. a red Nike barrel bag. veh nice.(=
oh man. there is a cockroach in my room right now. OMG. stupid cockroach. im so NOT afraid of u.
coldplaying.
;1:15 AM
i was feeling so depressed yesterday night. and it seemed lyk there is no apparent reason why i felt that way. maybe its my disgusting grades. maybe its my sorry state. sigh. fell asleep to the song lonely season by david tao yesterday night. love that song. its such a nice song. the lyrics are beautiful. the melody is that type that gets better the more you listen to it. that combination make the song one of the most beautiful i ever heard. so beautiful that i played it countless number of times when things get sucky for me. so beautiful that i fell asleep to it. so beautiful that it cures all the depressing things in life.coldplaying.
;7:27 PM
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;8:28 PM
tmr taking part in the singapore opens! ahh! i hope i dun mess up. and i hope i dun take d wrong bus den go sightseeing. =P wish me good luck. nervous breakdown. x_X
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;9:10 PM
